EMOTIONS

Feelings = emotions, drama, stress... These are all what I am going through right now plus some...I CANNOT believe that it has been 2 years!!! Two years ago things were really tough..It was the hardest part of my life for so many reasons. Two years ago I REALLY never thought this day would come. I REALLY didn't. I thought a big part of my life was over.. and things just got worse... BUT.. things are really good now and this will be the best Christmas and THIS DAY IS REALLY HERE!!!! My baby is coming home!!! I can't believe that I haven't' seen him for 2 whole years. It's like everything should be perfect but... It's not. Now I'm just ready for everyone to be home where they belong! I want everyone to come home now!!! Ok, done with all this... I really am glad Jacob is still serving.. I just want my family complete the way it was before, but I am So happy to have Jordan home tomorrow Ok, I'm done..See I told you...TONS OF EMOTIONS!! SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW NIGHT!! HYPERVENTILATING!! NEED TO SCREAM!! I'M TAKING A SLEEPING PILL NOW....OH IF THE BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH WOULD JUST STOP FLYING AROUND IN THERE AND GO TO SLEEP TOOO......